今年嘅新年唔似新年

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今日係除夕,亦都係嫲嫲過咗身之後我第一次返佢屋企。其實屋企咩都冇變。唯一變咗嘅係佢已經唔喺度。真係好唔習慣,亦都有啲傷感,因為上個月我仲喺呢個屋企食過晚餐,而且係佢親手幫我哋煮嘅餸。嗰時佢仲喺度。

今日再返嚟,一齊都變晒。佢已經唔喺度。唯一一個佢曾經住喺呢度嘅痕跡就係擺喺桌上面嘅相。係靈堂用嘅相。睇咗之後我又忍唔住喊咗。我仲聽得到佢把聲。我仲可以喺廚房睇佢忙碌嘅身影。但呢一切都永遠唔會再發生。

今日我都發現一個嘢。我以為我已經OK咗,但其實一直以來我仲未接受呢個事實。

因為佢真係走得好突然。

But this I call to mind, and therefore I have hope:

The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; his mercies never come to an end;

they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.

- Lamentations 3:21-23

Thank you God for giving us strength to pull through this difficult period as a family. I know You'll keep her safe, and till we meet again.

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