오늘부터 시작되!

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오늘부터 시험을 끝나까지 난 한국말 사용할 거예요. 아니, 오늘부터 한국말 꼭 자주 사용해야 돼! 최근에는 생각이 넘 많이 있어서 지금 블로그에서 쓰다. 그 사람이 진짜 바뀌어졌어. 바뀌어지니까 사람을 못 알아보더군요. 지금 모르는 사람처럼 있어. 옛날에 알아는 사람이 아니죠. 넘 슬플지? 네, 넘 슬플죠. 세상에서 사람들은 바꿀 거야. 하지만 그 사람의 바꾸기는 난 정말 싫어. 그 사람의 인생 왜 이렇게 합니까? 난, 아직 모르겠어, 대답도 없어.

오늘 학교에서 마지막으로 두 번째 수업이 있어. 교실에 갔을 때 넘 조용한데 내 기분이 정말 슬프다. 한 선생님을 정말 잘 가르쳐요. 선생님 덕분에 지금 한국말을 더 연습, 더 잘 했어, 더 이해할 수 있어, 더 사랑합니다. 한 선생님은 내 싱가포르에 마지막 한국말 쌤이 있을 거야 내 진심으로 감사드립니다. 내 계획을 쌤도 알아서 나에게 수필이 많이 도와되었어. 난 쌤께서 다시 진심으로 감사드립니다. 여러분 정말 보고 싶을 거야. 한국 학교에서 한국말을 배운지 1년 쯤 되는데 모두 선생님들을 좋아합니다, 사랑합니다.

방금 대학교 친구를 만났어. 우리의 계획 덕분에 오늘 내 기분이 조금 좋다.

9달 남았어.

D-7.

學識控制自己嘅感情

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失落,失望嘅滋味,天知我知但佢哋唔會明。我恨自己嘅幼稚,恨自己嘅脆弱。恨佢哋點解唔一早聽我話,就唔晒搞到而家噉樣。

唔好做出守唔住嘅約定,畀我咁大嘅希望及期望。 我最憎呢噉嘅人,因為我係一個講得到,做得到嘅人。

今次,可唔可以畀我任性一次?

而家頭真係好痛,我要应該瞓一個好覺。

今次係對你失望到十​​條街都唔夠。

Life is as such.

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I really, really can't believe that should nothing go wrong, I will be graduating next year. It's not even a year. It's only about 6 months before I say adieu to mainstream education proper. Time flies really quickly, especially when you're getting older. It's kind of scary to think that once I start working, there will really be no end to it. I may work till I get married, work till I retire or maybe work till I die. ;X

To be honest, I'm not sure if I will really stay on with accounting until the end. I have heard of the horrendous hours that accountants and auditors (especially) put in. The money will definitely be good, even more so for auditors because they are the revenue-generating centres whereas accountants are more like cost-cutting centres. I want, and need money definitely, for all sorts of reasons, frivolous and essential. Without money, you literally won't be able to survive in SG 'cos we don't have such thing as a welfare system at all. I don't exactly love accounting and its related subjects, but I can say that I won't mind doing it too. I mean, I've done pretty well on the most-dreaded modules like FM and MA, and I like doing MA too actually, even more so than FA.

I don't know. I have more interest in PR-related events since I love meeting and interacting with people from all walks of life and can write well (when I'm in the mood). I had spoken to a career counsellor recently and she told me to forget about my CPA and just work in a PR company. I have a company in mind (I won't disclose it here for my family's privacy reasons) but it's all the way in HK. I don't mind working in HK to be honest since I am able to assimilate there quite easily, but really? PR? Should I really go for it and forget about my CPA? Haiz... and I have to find a way to enquire about working there. So many things to think about.

I'll definitely find a couple of internships before I set off. All I feel like doing after my final exams end is just to travel the world and do whatever I like, but I know that won't be possible at all. People say that you should do whatever you want when you're still young and have the energy. It's not all possible, but I can say that I won't regret not applying to work immediately after graduation, because I have so many other things I have not done and will wish to fulfil all these so as to set my heart at ease when I'm older.

P.S. Online shopping is really my addiction! I've found so many pretty cases for my phone! Thankfully sissy is now using the same phone as me, so we can share and I don't feel as guilty for just swiping my card indiscriminately. ;P

What is life?

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My Audit Whatsapp group is really huge. In fact, it's only 8 people shy of hitting the limit for group chats. That group is really super active and while I used to chat in there occasionally, I have now stopped and just looked through the conversations going on between other members in the group. We don't just chat about Audit (in fact we rarely do LOL), but about other things in life as well. And this is where I feel irrelevant, inexperienced and insignificant.

The reason why I stopped chatting in there is because I feel like I am not able to contribute much to the ongoing conversations between the other few active members, for I have not personally experienced anything they have experienced. But I appreciate the fact that I'm inside, because I learn from their mistakes and try to make sure I won't do commit it should such things ever happen to me. I think I did make a post about me still not being able to 'grow up' a few months back, and I still feel the same way. People in the chat are around the same age as me, some perhaps maybe 3, 4, 5 years older, but I feel that everybody in there (the active ones who always join in convos) are already way ahead of me in terms of thinking, mentality and outlooks in life. How is it possible that people who are around my age are already so ahead from me in terms of mindsets?

난 울었어요.

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최근에는 난 불후의 명곡 2 봤다. 몇 주 전 SG 원너비의 김진호 씨가 이 프로그램에 출연했어. SG 원너비의 가 너무 좋아하지만 난 장기간에서 자신의 노래를 듣지 못했어. 불후의 명곡 2가 아주 재미있어지만 본 공연 중에서 강민경 씨와 김진호 씨의 부른 노래를 제일 감동했어, 특히 김진호 씨 부른 "살다가". 그 고연을 볼 때 내 눈물을 흘러내렸어. 넘 감동했어. ㅠ.ㅠ 지금 영어 자막이 있어서 여러분 함께 즐길 수 있어요.


강민경 부른의 노래.


슬픈 "살다가". ㅜ.ㅜ